I usually wonder

1. Why can’t I become one (may be all) of like Bill Gates/Narayana Murthy/ Einstein/ Hitler (Yes)/ Amitabh Bachhan/ Warren Buffet/ Armstrong/ Sachin Tendulkar etc. Yes you got it right but partially, I not talking just about fame but also about perfection and the satisfaction with the life. Fame just comes with it.
2. Why can’t I invent a new thing? Why a new idea doesn’t crosses my mind. After all I too have a brain and I think it’s pretty good. Often I sit alone and try to think of something new but alas! Nothing happens. Is it that these people eat something differnt or breath a different oxygen/gas?
3.  Why can’t I write good articles? What does it takes to write good stuff? One thing which I know I lack is extremely good English but then too write well that’s not the only thing. Many people like me; comparison is for knowledge of English only, has written some great stuff.  Here again I think why doesn’t a new idea/story strikes my mind.
4. Is life just ---> Eating to Work - Working to Eat – Seeping to successfully do these 2?  What exactly is the purpose of life? The process is just same and will remain same. They come, do the above mentioned three things for whole of their life and die. Some of them become famous but then every one meets the same end. There is no proof of second life or God for that matter. And because of this I also think what goes thru a person’s mind when he/she grew old. I often wonder that,  for people who die famous, there is some satisfaction at least but what about those who die just earning daily bread for whole of their life.
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These thoughts will turn me crazy one day LOL.